Black Knight , White Knight

If he is to be your white knight , than I shall become the dark, I will admire you from afar , accepting the terms of your contract with him, the same applies to anyone that your heart may have chosen. That idea is one of my truest loves, to think one could become so romantic over a simple idea, many think it absurd or foolish. They have yet to mature as I  have , they are conceited and insecure , their eyes and judgement clouded by green tinted sea.  
                                                                             II
This is but a fabrication and what if scenario based on events that have come and passed.  If it should occur again I will follow the same path as I did once more….though this time it will be somewhat different, if my feelings remain the same, for she who came before her, I shall not change allegiances, should my emotions cease to exist and be projected upon another, I will restrict myself to solitude…even if I receive the response my heart desires…the reason for this is unknown….I will have relations with one only…..I shall never seek another…..even if the bond is broken….. such is the nature of  both a monster and a swan.
                                                                       III

My words may sound bizarre or somewhat insane but I stick by them , they are an important codes I live  by.
I denounce the criticisms of my ideas, the outlook of the birds, those who are not present at the lake  would never agree with such noble views. They are far too behind….I truly feel a great pity for them. I have grown a pair of such elegant wings…while they remain permanently on the ground…bound to their selfishness….I do not wish to be grouped in with them. I apologize for my arrogance….but it was a necessary evil…..
I must leave now so that I may fly with the swans…all the way to Elysium…..towards a truly beautiful sky….so we may look down upon you further…..